Do you ever know that "masochistic"(the opposite is "sadistic") just is defined like "Self-defeating personal disorder" in Wikipedia? Funny!!!
"SELF-DEFEATING"
I bought an Acupuncture pointer today, a traditional Japanese one.
Yeah, it is really "SELF-DEFEATING", nothing but painful.... ,
but I feel now addicted to those pains.
"OMG, I am a masochistic guy."